There was a time I didn’t know how to receive touch without contracting, let alone to receive worship.
Not because it wasn’t offered—but because I had been taught to fear that depth of attention.

When I first started allowing myself to open to deeper pleasure—to really take in the invitation from lovers to receive and be cherished—it felt selfish.
Dangerous, even.

There’s a moment in every good video game when the player realizes they’re not just reacting to the terrain—they’re shaping it.

I believe the same is true in life.

Most people live like non-playable characters (NPCs) in their own storyline—moving through pre-scripted reactions, unconsciously obeying the code handed to them by culture, family, trauma, or fear. But what if this whole reality is a game you designed before you ever hit “start”?

We’ve all heard it: “If it’s not a fuck yes, it’s a no.”

It sounds wise. Empowered. Even spiritual.
And yes—there’s truth in it.
But if I had waited for my body to be a fuck yes in every important decision I’ve ever made, my life would be so much smaller than it is now.

When we talk about pleasure, most people think of the obvious: sex, touch, climax, indulgence. The big stuff. The fireworks.

But pleasure doesn’t always announce itself that way.

Sometimes it whispers. Sometimes it arrives not as heat or intensity, but as relief.
The slow unfurling of a body that finally feels safe to be felt.
The quiet exhale that says, I don’t have to fight right now.

Erotic Mystic. Pleasure-Coded Oracle. Timeline Activator.

I am Sharon Marie Scott.
I am a remembrance embodied. A living oracle of the turned-on life.

I’ve been called many powerful things—healer, mentor, sage, high priestess.
But the deeper truth?
I’m a Timeline Activator.

Maybe you’ve been exhausted lately. Feeling burnt out.

What if those sensations really just mean you’re overdo for reconnection—

With yourself.
With what lights you up. With your turn-on.

They say the body never lies, but mine learned to stay silent by age six.
Not because it had nothing to say—but because every time it spoke, it was punished.

As an adult, I thought there was something wrong with me. I wanted pleasure. I craved intimacy. But every time I got close to it—truly close—my body would short-circuit.

It didn’t matter how loving the partner was, how sexy the moment, or how badly I wanted to feel.

Most people believe pain and pleasure are opposites.

That pain should be avoided.
And pleasure should be chased.

But pain and pleasure aren’t opposites.
They’re siblings.
Two faces of the same force: sensation.

One contracts.
One expands.
But both are simply energy moving through the body.

What if I told you the amount of pleasure you can hold in your body directly determines how much wealth, love, and success you can hold in your life?

Most people don’t realize that the nervous system — not the mind — is the gateway to havingness.

Here’s why it matters:
All forms of abundance are experienced through the body. They are sensations.

I spent years doing all the “right” work.

Mindset.
Shadow work.
Somatic healing.
Nervous system regulation.

And yes — it helped.

But no matter how deep I went, there was still a place inside me that felt capped.

You’ve heard it: “Your pain is your purpose.”

It sounds noble, even deep. And for a while, I believed it too.

But the deeper I’ve gone in mastering this reality — the more I see how this idea keeps people trapped.

Your pain is not your purpose.

I heard something simple on a cooking competition show the other night:
“Food is magical. It has a way of healing you.”

And I found myself smiling because it’s true — but not just of food.

Touch is magical. It has a way of healing you.
A smile is magical. It has a way of healing you.
The sun is magical. It has a way of healing you.
Play is magical. It has a way of healing you.

In truth, there are countless ways we can be healed.
The deeper question is: what makes them so?

I believe the magic lives in our conscious intention and presence.
It’s not the food itself. It’s the love and care that go into its preparation.